Sunday, 19 April 2009

Today Has Been Better

Just on the scale of ups and downs. I feel on a tightrope, or split through the head, and could bounce up to the stars or fall to the toothsome rocks below. But I'm getting all sorts of recent behaviour in perspective, and am healthily back to regarding it as sane :-).

But no, the sense of dread has abated. I'm not going to get stuck in a thought-vortex by worrying that confidence is a bad thing. I was worried. But now I'm not. It either means I'm getting worse or getting better. But it's a positive sign that I can see it and see both routes it could take.

Take care all you lovely people. D x

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